Dear FND,
You came into my life quick like a tornado knocking me off my feet. You have taken away my career. You have changed my life and my family's life. Everything I do needs a plan and a back up plan. I am still grieving for the life I once had. You make me feel like a prisoner in my own house and body. I missed out on so much in the past two years. But, you don’t own me. I have learned to be even stronger than I thought I could be. True friends showed up to support me and my family. All you did was try to break everything apart. Often you show yourself to test my strength and perseverance, but I show you each time by fighting this fight. You can’t keep me down for too long before I’m up again. Sure, I have to recover from the hit but then I’m right back at it fighting the fight. I am not wounded, I am not damaged. I am a warrior who keeps getting up after every punch you give. I will always be on top of the best treatment, never miss an appointment and be my own advocate. I am not just FND. My name is Jen, a wife, a mother, a friend, a caring and strong willed person who just happens to have FND. I will be back to being active, teaching again and being the best wife/mom that my family deserves. You have been a skipped beat in my heart, but my heart is so full of love. Get out of my life, you are not welcome anymore. Did you hear that, GET OUT, because I have a life to live. Goodbye FND, I’m over you!
Yours Truly,
Jen
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